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[Jul. 28th, 2006|01:08 am] |
brand new was amazing.
i was right up front on the barrier.
and i got brand new's set list.
nothing was better than that night.
then on the train joe and i figured out this:
trains are extremly akward...
you have the bum in back who talks to himself.
the person on their cell phone talking extremly lound so you can hear their convo.
you have the person talking on their cell phone in a different language.
then you have those people watchers.
you know they are looking at you. you know.
then you look at them and realize...
I AM A PEOPLE WATCHER TOO!
trains are weird and akward. but fun.
noon one ever speaks on trains.
unless they are on cell phones.
that way, they ignore that fact of how akward the ride is.
so i know who my roomie is.
lauren hall. she is pretty darn sweet.
i like her already! we are going to buy a cute rug.
we are in the same photo class. which is super cool.
i cant wait till warped.
i cant wait till dashboard.
i cant wait till say anything.
i cant wait till the spill canvas.
i cant wait till mae.
i love matty.
i miss all my seniors.
ugh. this blows big ones.
BIG ONES! |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2006|12:55 am] |
disarray: chaos and confusion.
disarray: this is the word that i am putting inside of my lip.
finally: i have my word. it was a long search.
so this tuesday: brand new at the avalon with matty.
hopefully i get to see janine or meg or liz. because i love them to death.
i cant wait for warped. i cant wait for dashboard. i cant wait for say anything.
and i cant cant cant wait for the spill canvas and mae with my love janine.
janine and i have crabs. the good kind of crabs.
named bruce and clark. they are super.
me and janine are good parents.
i spray them with water everday.
they seem to like it.
goodnight and goodbye. disarray. finally.
<3 |
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[Jul. 11th, 2006|09:39 pm] |
oh! i almost forgot. my girl lauren peiced my uppagum.
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[Jul. 11th, 2006|09:31 pm] |
i think i need update more.
show was good. acadia salemcitylights morris.
whats beter than that.
oh me and matt. 5 months now.
mom is being weird. she used to do everything for me.
now im alone in the world trying to figure out my college email account.
where has my mommy gone. i miss being babied.
me and cat are hanging tomorrow.
mia katie L and i are going to ultra on thursday.
dan muffins joe meg. newburyport biffles.
and of course my matty
oh! and we cannot forget about my fun road trip to new york with acadia
i need to leave now. goodbye. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2006|05:51 pm] |
| [ | my place: |
| | my home | ] |
| [ | my heart: |
| |  jubilant | ] |
| [ | my life: |
| | kevin devine | ] |
okay so i havent written shit in a while.
well alot has changed... me and dickhead tony are over thank god.
i have an amazing boyfriend/husband to be named matthew roberts.
today is our 4 month.
i am inlove and perfectly happy.
i am graduating tomorrow from high school. i dont want to tho because my oh sixers are the only people keeping me sane in a messed up world. im going to bridgewater state for art/photography [obvi] and matty is going to eastern nazarene which is only 25 minutes away. summer is here and i know it is going to be fucking AMAZING! i have so many shows coming up that i cant wait for... taking back sunday, angels and airwaves, brand new, kevin devine, panic, dashboard, and of course warped tour. by the way... warped last year is where me and my baby first met. i know i know its an awesome story that we will be telling our grandkids about someday.
so im leaving now. bye.
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[Jan. 12th, 2006|08:40 am] |
| [ | my heart: |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | my life: |
| | sweet sounds of brother frank | ] |
okay so alot of shit is
happening right now to me and all my friends its rediculous. im not
going to write down all the drama... you can read it on the myspace
posts THE JURY. i feel bad for everyone because people are breaking up
and getting mad at best friends. ahh. so me and tony are totally messed
up. i have no clue what is going on in our so called relationship. so
new years eve he had sex with some girl who he knew for less than a
week. he chose one week over 8 fucking months. plus i waitied for him
for 4 months while he was in training. whatever. okay granted we
were kind of broken up he still shouldnt of done it. of corse i got
really upset and i ended it right there and then. we were both so
miserable. and he was really apologetic and practically killing himself
over what he did. we started hanging out again trying to work things
out. i went to his house the other day to tell him i wanted to be his
girlfriend again and i saw a letter from "her" and i got pissed. i made
him give me the letter so i could read it. i locked my self in his
bathroom so i could read it alone. it said that she was sorry i was
putting him through hell and being a bitch and blah blah blah FUCK
THAT. she also said she couldnt wait for them to have a relationship
when she came back in 2 months. i asked him about it and all he said
was that the girl was crazy and he was going to write her a letter
saying we were back together, but then i wanted to rip his face off
when he said he still wanted to be her friend. im not going to let that
happen. i have no respect for that girl, i think shes a whore. so
anyways i was pissed at tony so i went into julies room with her and
megan and we talked for like an hour and i came to the thought that me
and tony could be together but without the title, because i couldnt
trust him the same way as i used to. so when i said that to him he was
like no no i want you to be my girlfriend, i dont want to just be to
gether and take it slow. so i said fine, ill be your fucking girlfriend
but i can never trust you again. so we chilled for the next 2 hours
then i had to leave. he told me he loved me and that i was the only one
for him. so i left thinking that everthing was wonderful. 5 hours later
i get a phone call from him saying that we shoudl just be friends and
take it slow. too fucking bad i said that to you before tony and you
flipped your face off. any ways i got pissed and cried my eyes out and
blah blah blah no sleep blah. so then the next morning i was still
dcrying and my mom wrote me a late note for school. on my way i pulled
over to call him. he told me to go over to his house. so i did and we
cuddled together and talked and stuff. it was the cutest thing we ever
did. it was like 830 in the morning and i was sleeping in his bed. SO
cute. so then i left and still had a bad day at school because i knew
that we were just only friends. so we talked last night and i told him
not to tell me he loved me. we got off the phone and it was cool. so we
are now riends and taking our relationship slow. whatever. im going
bowling with the crew on friday and partying with them saturday. im
telling you right now he will kiss me. he cant not kiss me. its
impossible for him. well i will always love him no madder what. he will
always have a place in my heart <333 |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2005|08:22 am] |
| [ | my heart: |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | my life: |
| | the sweet sounds of brother frank | ] |
christmas is here! so yesterday i got to hang out with all of my cousins from california. i havnt seen them in years so it was really nice to hang out. we all went out to dinner at village haven. blanchy was working so i was happy to see her. we figured that we need to get together and party like the "old times" aka last year. then we went home and had desert. then i called tony and talked to him for a while. so today after school i am going to pick up lauren and peach and then go to courts house and exchange gifts. i am so excited i absolutly love those girls! then i am probably going bowling with tony or hanging out with my cousins.
<3
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[Dec. 21st, 2005|01:05 pm] |
| [ | my heart: |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | my life: |
| | the sweet sounds of brother frank | ] |
last night was fun. me and tony hung out and cuddled and such. i love him so much. we are totally getting married. and naming our kids devon and rhiley. oh yessah. thats scary to even think about. but its fun to joke about too.
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[Dec. 20th, 2005|10:22 am] |
| [ | my heart: |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | my life: |
| | panic! at the disco | ] |
the rhody christmas party was alot of fun. we got lance grey goose voldka for his present. he pretty much loved it. we ate good food and exchanged our secret star gifts. i got lindsay the panic! at the disco cd. and jasmine gave me a 20 dollar gift certificate. but i acidentally left it at kelli's so im gunna get it on wensday at practice. i love my cheer girls to death. we are crazy together. yeah so im going to tony tonight and im very excited. i love the kid so much. i was a bitch to him last night and i feel really bad right now. meh i suck at life.
<3
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[Dec. 19th, 2005|08:55 am] |
| [ | my heart: |
| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | my life: |
| | the sweet sound of brother frank <3 | ] |
well im in computer class at school right now. boring let me tell you! i absolutly hate mondays. but im sitting next to my best bud cate which makes things alot better. yeah so tony came home on friday. he came off the plane in his uniform and he looked so handsome and such. then we had a party for him and it was fun to see everyone. i left at like 1:30. i hate cerfew, but i guess i missed some drama. poor steve went to the hospital because someone thought it would be funny to drug his drink. its absolutly retarted. but the rest of the weekend went really good. we hung out alot and it felt so good to be with him. i love getting his im's and text messages and phone calls. it makes me think about how much i truly love him.
so last saturday night at the mount hockey game i guess some crazy shit happened. cate said that mad people got into fights and ryan actually got arrested. oh boy, mount saint charles academy blue ribbon school of exelence has some bad asses. haha yeah right. whatever i love all of my seniors.
meh well im gunna go i think the bell is going to ring soon.
<3 |
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[Dec. 15th, 2005|04:43 pm] |
| [ | my heart: |
| |  devious | ] |
| [ | my life: |
| | against me! as the eternal cowboy | ] |
someone called me mean today. but i think they need to reevaluate their life and thnk about who started the whole trhing in the first place. get a mother effing clue bitch :]
so anyways tomarrow my baby is coming home and i am SO excited. his plane is coming in at 10:00 at night now in providence so im going to julies around 6:30ish and we are gunna leave at 9:15 to go get him. oh boy... it will be madness. |
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| only two more days: |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|09:14 pm] |
| [ | my heart: |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | my life: |
| | the honorary title: frame by frame | ] |
in two days: the love of my life is coming home from the army.
 
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| like a virgin. |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|08:51 pm] |
| [ | my heart: |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | my life: |
| | hellogoodbye: i saw it on your keyboard | ] |
so this is my first entry and it
feels so good to get back into the whole livejournal scene. well my
amazing boyfriend tony is coming home on friday! two days yay! he is in
the army, and is my own personal hero. i love love love him with all of
my heart. my friends are amazing also. my besties who i love, cat zach
cate lauren and courtney, are cool cool. however i have recently
encontered an old x best friend turning into a really big bitch. no
clue why she thinks she is better than me and my friends, because she
clearly is not. but whatever she does not matter in life wo why waste
my time writing about her. anywho i just wanted to get things off my
chest. talk to you all later <333
 
 
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